I am a Peruvian 🇵🇪 and Puerto Rican 🇵🇷 princess, an Incan and Taino empress with ancient roots and a futuristic soul. An Aquarius ♒️ standing 5 feet tall, with a spirit and soul that's colossal.
I'm into all things trippy, psychedelic, spiritual, mystical, psychological, galactical, and everything in between. 👽 I see beyond the physical and my mind is always thinking outside the box. I don’t hold fixed ideas about who we are or what this life even is. My theories are always evolving and I love that about myself. I love exploring the unknown and letting the mysteries of existence inspire me. 🧠
Whether diving deep into psychological, existential, or spiritual realms, I can detach, disassociate, and derealize, yet still remain deeply grounded and always knowing exactly who I am. Don’t get me wrong though, even though I’m very much love and light and I love delving into the mystical, I’m still very much a city girl evolving in real time. I enjoy my 3D pleasures, my earthly indulgences, and the things that keep me human. For the most part, I like to think I got my shit together, but I slip up like anyone else. I still have my moments where I feel like knocking people’s heads back when they try me. I’m only human. Even with all the insight I carry, I’m still learning, healing, and figuring this life thing out, one step at a time.
So I don’t ever want anyone to think I feel like I’m above or beneath them, because I’m not. I’m just doing this life thing like everyone else, walking this path with those who feel me, those who truly vibe with me. For the greatest good, always. 💫 I’m not close to holy, but I’m close to God, in my own way. 🤍
Since I was a kid, I’ve always had prophetic dreams that would unfold just the way I envisioned. I'd tell my parents about something I dreamt, and within a couple days, BOOM, it would happen. It freaked them out, especially since I was so young. I’d remind them, “Remember that dream I told you about?” and they’d just stare like, “How the hell did you know that?” 😳
When I was around 12 years old, I did my very first spell, a beauty spell I found in TEEN magazine. It involved taking a bath 🛁 with witch hazel and honey, fogging up the bathroom mirror and writing my name on it, and even burying a carrot 🥕 under the full moon.🌕 My mom wasn’t spiritual, witchy, or religious at all, but I think she bought me the items needed and let me do it because she felt bad for me. I used to get picked on a lot, for how I looked, how I dressed in hand-me-downs and knockoff clothes, and just for being different. I was the ugly duckling. But that spell? It worked. Maybe not overnight, but little by little, my confidence and self-esteem started to grow. 🥰💖
I was always into ghost stories 👻, aliens 👽, documentaries, anything mysterious or unexplained 🕵🏻♀️. I grew up pretty isolated with big age gaps between me and my siblings. I spent a lot of time alone, and even though I hated it back then, now I’m so grateful. That solitude helped me tap into something real. I started learning about energy, brain power, and how our thoughts can shape our reality. 🧬
I remember being about 14 years old watching an episode of The Montel Williams Show. There was a guest teaching people how to charge a dead watch battery using your mind, a metal spoon, and intention. I followed the instructions exactly, squeezed the watch in my hand, imagined a bright lightning bolt of energy flowing from my third eye to the metal spoon on top of the TV and back to my hand, yelled “WORK!” until I believed it was done. And when I checked… the watch was ticking ⌚️. That was the moment I knew. Energy is real. Mind power is real. It changed me.
Then when I was about 15, I visited Peru for my quinceañera, and one of my aunts read my cards. The reading intrigued me. When I got back to the U.S., everything she said started coming true, and it made me want to learn. I bought my first deck and started teaching myself how to decipher the cards. I was already into horoscopes, so tarot came naturally. I began reading for friends, co-workers, whoever, and they all told me I was scary accurate.
A year or so later, I started posting on YouTube. My uploads were super inconsistent back then, maybe two or three videos a year. But one day, someone reached out to me for a personal reading. I charged her $20 for an hour, and she was amazed. She ended up tipping me 100 bucks on top of the $20 she paid. That moment told me this wasn’t just a hobby. This was my calling. A way to help others and honor my gifts.
I love connecting with God, my angels, my spirit guides, and ancestors. I love peace and quiet. I love channeling messages for clients, friends, and family, and hearing how much my readings resonate. It lights me up when someone says my reading brought clarity, truth, and comfort.
I love to cook, from soulful meals at home to grilling at the lake or park while I meditate and chill with nature. I’m a big kid at heart, playful, silly, but also stoic and grounded. I love cruising in my car listening to music, or silence, while receiving deep downloads. I love to stargaze, relax, and smoke my trees in peace.
I never liked school. The system never resonated with my soul. But I’m highly intelligent. I just like to learn what actually matters, like energy, the soul, the mind, and how it all connects. Psychology has always fascinated me. Even as a kid, I was studying people, wondering why they act the way they do, what shaped them, and what makes them tick.
Sometimes I wonder if we're all here living this life collectively, or if this is all just my own solipsistic experience. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who's real. Other times I wonder if I’m just a character in some matrix. Sometimes I feel like Truman from The Truman Show. And sometimes, I wonder if the person reading this is even real, or just another version of me on the other side. 👁
I began my twin flame journey in 2011, not knowing it was even a twin flame journey at the time. It started as an attraction I couldn’t explain. What I thought was just a connection turned out to be one of the deepest mirrors of my soul. The love, the pain, the silence, the pull, and the distance were all part of a spiritual awakening I didn’t realize I was walking into.
We’ve had times of intense closeness, months where we were literally inseparable. And we’ve had long periods with no contact at all, like strangers. Our dynamic shifted often, from him chasing me to me chasing him, then back again. Eventually, I stopped chasing. I stopped fearing the silence. I stopped losing myself in the idea of “us” and started choosing me.
This journey taught me how to detach, how to be alone without being lonely, and how to love myself in the deepest ways. It revealed patterns I had to heal. His jealousy reminded me of the version of me I’d already outgrown. His insecurity mirrored wounds I had once carried too. I saw my old self in him, not just the light, but the shadows I had already faced and let go of.
This journey broke me down, but it rebuilt me stronger. It reminded me that love doesn’t mean self-abandonment. That being with someone isn’t about losing yourself for the sake of closeness. I learned that needing someone only creates cycles, but choosing yourself creates peace.
I used to love him more than I loved myself. Now I love me more than I could ever love anyone. I still adore him. He still holds space in my heart. But he no longer sits on a pedestal. I no longer live in fear. I don't chase, I don't beg, I don’t snoop. What’s meant to be will be, and if it isn’t, it won’t. That understanding gave me power, and it gave me peace.
This connection, with all its chaos and calm, taught me how to be still within myself. It brought me closer to God. It brought me closer to truth. And it brought me home to me.
Favorite Movies: The Truman Show, The Matrix, 1408, Psycho, American Psycho, Identity, Split — all those mind-bending, reality-questioning thrillers.
TV Comforts 📺: The Simpsons (forever #1), Roseanne, Frasier, Severance, Futurama, Bob’s Burgers
Food Faves: Lomo Saltado (Peruvian), Steak Jibarito (Puerto Rican), Cajun Alfredo pasta, Grilled steak tacos